★Renew★

long time din update my blogger d

do u all miss me??

i think nt

hahahah!!

however la~

There are too many thing happen to me at my first semester 

some thing make my life change 

and make me feel thanks to that guy

some thing i vry dislike and ignore 

is happen at this semester

however it feel nt bad ^^

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me secondary skul life is really really go to the end 

all my dearest friend have started their study at different plc

like utar, kl,singapora and penang

still gt some of my friend are ready to attending the f6 class

it really feel sad cuz we cannot chit chat on time d

how much i miss that time we keep talking n laughing loudly together

it will never 4gt for me although we r at the different palce of the world ^^

juz wan to tel all my dearest friend

no wonder how long the distance we have

i still hope that u all can stay well and health

plz.......

don 4gt me this abit crazy , childish n kind friend
miss u all 4ever~~~

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my college work have start to rush again n again

what the hell is it ==''

however la....

this semester i hv take 6 subj

6 subj!!!!!!!!!!

r u crazy ???

sometime i asking myself this question.....

there have almost 3 subj need to memorize hard n many

and i feel that i don no hv such a strong memory -.-

but

this have becum the fact

so

i have to try my best to handle those subj.....

plz pray 4 me friend ~~~~T.T

next semester started

there r many familiar face appaer in kdu college of penang

should feel warm???

abit lo~

according to my new semester friend

this new intake gt almost 100+ business student!!!

oh my godh!!!!!

my intake time juz gt 40+ business student only

how come now becum so many d....

that mean i have to work very very hard to achieve my goals

T.T

hope i can do so~

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according to my this sem timetable 

i have only 3 day class per week

this mean

i will be vry free on this semester juz becuz this is a long semester

so

many of my buddy start to find a part time job to consume their time

this also becuz we need money T.T

how pity is it~

i also wan to find a part timr job

so i have tel my plan to my mum

non a minute

my parent have reject my plan

why!!!!!!

juz becuz they need worker during the early morning n nt reassurance me stay at penang 4 work

becuz of this reason

i have gv up my plan to find a part time job at penang

BUT!!!!!

i try to find a part time job at my hometown,Taiping

hahahhahha!!!^^

this time my parent juz say

"u like"

yeah!!!!!!

me can earn money to buy the thing i wan d!!!!!

how great is it!!

i have decide to be a part time tuition teacher for primary skul student

n the plc i also hv find juz need go to tk a ask or interview~

so happy~~(clap clap^^)

hope that i can handle all of this thing la ~

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erm.......

since we have over about a month

no wonder my friend say me like a toy or hotel

i also feel vry thank you to u

becuz of you

i know the meaning of a life but nt a love

i know what i really want from my life

and

i know how to cheer up myself without losing my smile

no wonder u never admit the relation between us to the other

actually

there have nothing happen between both of us before

maybe it juz a game for u

and i juz the player 2 who accompany you play the game

but have to say that

i lose d

juz becuz i hv take serious b4

however

the thing is over

we should let it get over

keep on step at the same place

is a silly behavior

i admit that i have get a little sad b4

but the bigger sadness make me emo 

is the thing say by somebody

how much i get hurt ><

whatever la....

it have gone

don think too much d...

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NOw

i juz wan to enjoy my life , my youth , my smile 

n my sweat～

STARTING A NEW LIFE NOW GUYS!!!!!!